Am i really no use? I really get upset when people that are close to me say that i am useless.

I feel sad.

And this is what i am feeling right now.

At this moment.

I am glad is a non-working Saturday for me.

Since early morning, i was busy. Mum is still feeling unwell. And dad’s high blood is also getting higher than usual. And there i was in Kch Specialist. They will be back there on Monday for further tests. Met Hank there, he brought his mum to get result and saw Eric too. Eric is visiting his dad whom has just done surgery on Friday.

Then bro and family came. Prince and Princess are due for JE jab. Suddenly it feels like a gathering in hospital. Scary isnt?

Then we went to buy some paint and brushes to paint the fences. Went home for pit stop, take medicine, pee, rest, etc.

Went to travel agent, lunch, few other places before heading home at 4.00 pm! Hehe..

I just feel sad mum is unwell. We really donno what is wrong, hopefully by Monday we will know. Hope it is just indigestion or other minor problem. Else it will be devastating.

Pray for her.

OMG OMG!!!

It is exactly 1 month from now and i am *&^%$%& with all the preparation. ARGHHH..

But i am excited!!! Hehe..

The thing is i actually feel sad too. Sad coz i am gonna have a home to myself. Sad to leave behind  my niche and life will be different. I definately will not get to see Princess and Prince a lot. I guess i am just worry that these rascals will forget that their aunt super love them

Anyway, preparation wise, i guess we are on track. Most of them things are done. Just minor stuff and we need to confirm few things by this weekend, else we are really running behind schedule.

Good night!

Went to choose my 3 remaining dresses. Had a hard time deciding what i want. In the end, i choose a conservative English kindda dress. You wil see for yourself what i mean here. The second dress is ermm.. more modern but also quite nice. 3rd dress is pink in color. HAHA… donno why but pink suddenly looks nice on me.

Today was BURN BURN BURN CD day in office! We have to burn 500 CDs and then verify them one by one. I think 8 of us were doing that and it took us almost 4 hours of doing that plus doing our other job at the same time. it was krrrraaaazzzyyy!!! Then they stick the sticker onto the CD but i didnt do that part coz i was in a meeting in the afternoon.

Talking about the meeting, i think i am going to be staying with the Penan for a week in January. We are doing some fact finding on this tribe.

Hope i can survive that!

I think i was traumatised at work today.

Ask me about it personaly if you wanna know. It is too unsafe to talk about it here, just in case someone is reading my blog. But stupid me, i can always password this post right? Nahh.. too lazy to do that.

Hectic day at work and lots of things to do. It is the end of the year but i think our workload doubled. I kid you not. I might be flying to Sabah soon to talk to the counterparts there and then i will be off to Bintulu and maybe Miri. I am not sure yet.

Anyway, i thought i wanna sleep soon but maybe coz i am still traumatised, my brain is not letting me sleep yet.

These past few weeks, i have been sleeping late. Late as in midnight or past midnight. Hmmm….. Too many things in my head. Both personal and work. But lately, it has been work work work and nothing else. SIGH

I will be having bowling training this Thurs and we are going on an inter-tenant games next week (i think). And then i am participating in the badminton game also.

DOUBLE SIGH…..

Dearest friends and family members

THANK YOU to all the well wishes. And THANK YOU for attending the memorable day

I shall go curi some pics from facebook and put it here soon!!

THANK YOU once again.

I am currenlt busy with work. SUPER BUSY.

Will try to update this blog more often

Thank you all for your well wishes!!! And thank you so much for coming to the ceremony. It really mean a lot to me

I will try to post some pictures soon. Else, i think my friends will be tagging me in facebook.

Jacky and i were thinking last night. How long have we known each other? I cant even remember when i start pak toh with Jacky. 2-3 years ago? was actually trying to crack our head on when did we actually start.

The thing is we started as friends, then soon we became good friends. It’s weird isnt? If you ask people around us, they will be wondering, how can we click? He is such a serious person, dont joke around, and  we dont even have the same wave length. He dont get my joke, the jargon i use and dont understand my way of thinking and yet, we click in some ways. I remembered after my last relationship ended, he was by my side. Some say he was the 3rd party and some say he was taking advantage of the whole break up episode. The thing is, he took all accusation calmly. He told me he didnt have to explain to the whole world what is going on as long as i am happy. He told me to look forward to the future and he is a believer of fate.

That period was rough. I was confuse, lost and i dont know… it was just rough. And he was by my side. He gave me a lot of time. He didnt push me for an answer. I guess it was his sincerity that won me over.

There were so much ups and downs in our lives. We soon found that both of us are very stubborn. And it is tough. We had so much arguement that at one point, or rather at several points in time i doubt myself in this relationship.  

You might want to know, how do you know he is the one?

I really dont have the answer but it is just a feeling within that says, Yes, i want to grow old with this person and want to share my everything with him.

I dont wanna be mushy in this post but just wanna say I AM OFFICIALLY MARRIED TODAY!

Cheers!

Will be using the 4 p.m. flight.

Didnt i say i dont wanna use that flight again?? 2 weeks ago, my flight was delayed and i said to myself, never use the 4pm flight again. BUT again…i book myself to the 4p.m. flight!!!!

STUPID ME!

BOO HOO

Hope it wont delay again, else i will be (^$^&^$#!!!

Countdown to Sunday! Woot!

Cant believe this is happening to me! Hehhee…

If you donno what is happening on Sunday, go give me an sms and i shall reply you personally!!!