want you to understand me when the whole world doesnt.

want you to give me mental strength because i am falling apart.

want you to tell me that everything is gonna be OK.

want you to give me a hug and say that tomorrow will be a better day.

want you to love me for who i am, and not asking for more.

I just want to be happy.

I am one of the lucky winner in the voucherme.my signing up contest. RM10 of sushi king voucher. CHEHHH….  RM10 only but never mind lah. Didnt expect to win. Ehh..i should say, i didnt even realise there is such a contest. Lucky Suzie’s hubby told me about it coz the mail from voucherme went to my trash.

Anyway, it is a wet wet afternoon. Bbrrrrr.. cold!

We are having bowling competition tonight. I donno if we can win…errr.. no chance of winning. Our tenants are too strong especially the CIMB team. Scary!

Wish us luck!!

I am dead busy. So many things to prepare. Thought i can handle it, but i wish i have a wedding planner. But to hire one is expensive. Lucky got friends to help me in  lot of  stuff.

We are also busy sending out invitation cards. My part is almost done But my parents part, aduh… no eye see. Hehe… And dad is away traveling.

I woke up at 6 a.m. today. Brought him and Japanese counterpart to the airport.

Waking up at 6 a.m. is a challenge but i kindda like it. I feel fresh throughout the day. Amazing isnt?

Anyway, mum is still not so well. She has been unwell for a while now. Share with you my thoughts soon. I actually wrote something but i decided to stop that entry. Will post it up when i have the energy to finish it.

Do forgive me if i dont answer your sms/emails. I do read them, every single one of them but i cant reply. I am really SUPER busy.

I think i didnt have a weekend. And it is almost 5 pm on a Sunday evening now

Woke up early coz we wanna go to the Lion’s Nursing Home fundraising sale. We were there at 7.50 a.m. and OMG!! SO MANY people buying stuff already. Saw my cousin, Lawrence and he has done his first round and going on the second!

Then met some other relatives and they are almost done with their shopping!

But the ticket says start at 8.00 a.m bor…

Our first round was done within 20 mins. Bought Satay, Ve Good drinks ( 1 box), 5 different kind of fruits. Total damage RM160.

Qucikly go for second round. Bought eggs, a whole roasted chicken, curry, and i donno what else. Too many stuff. Total damage for second round was RM140 i think and we are done. Came back, parents went to market for the week’s ration, while i get ready for my badminton competition.

Our badminton..sigh… our team loose. No luck. Our opponent, i think they cheat a bit. See our stronger team stand in the court, the put their not so good team. When our not so good play, they send their best team. If we know, we would have done the same and we could have been in semi-final.

Never mind lah.. just a game. Good thing is, we exercise! Hehe.. felt so tired when i got home but i had to sweep the  floor outside. SIGH.. if you have been to my house, you will know why i SIGH. Dad asked the grass cutter to cut the grass and you know lah, the grass fly all over the place.

Then i quickly take my bath and went to buy pillows and bolster and other marriage stuff. Dont wanna talk about the marriage stuff liao lah. The list seems to be longer and longer each day and that pisses me a lot.

Came back, and fold all the clothes. The clothes.. mum said is 2 days clothes!!! SOOOOOO many to fold!!!! Then i had power nap for about 15 minutes.

Then Jacky and I pom our Maya and Milo. It is not an easy task. Took us half an hour and then guess what??!! These two idiot dog was fighting till bleed. WTF!!!! Jacky and i panic. We didnt know what to do, so we open the gate and let them go out to the compound. And that did the trick. But Milo is bleeding. We pom them again and this time, i tie Milo up. Milo is damn naughty. Always wanna fight with Maya. That took us another half an hour. By the time we were done, i wanna drop dead but mum reminded me to pom Ah Brow. Jacky went to play basketball after that. That left me to pom Ah Brow alone. Another idiot dog. He ran away from me and i have to go chase him with a chain. And he was like growling when i pull him near the tap. I was so scared i let him free and he went to his sleeping place and i chain him up again. I pull the hose to his place and he has no where to run. Then i have to clean the damn floor also..and i clean part of the car porch. That took another 30 minutes.

And when i finally have time to login to my facebook, my strawberry in barnbuddy and chilis in whatever farm were stolen!!! i am sooo frust!! Dont steal my stuff!! i need the coins to buy a cow!!!!!!! Hehe

Well.. dad just asked me to look for hotel in Hk. Need to book our accommodation already.

Tonite am meeting with the lightings people and will go distribute more cards.

Till then…. Cheers!

Had our food tasting last night in the venue of our banquet. Hehe.. still dont wanna mention the name of the venue

Anyway, 10 of us went. 5 from Jacky’s family and 5 from mine. Fair and square. The service was great. Super like VIP. Hehe..

And the food was great. I donno if i should show the menu here coz i wanna surprise you all with the food i had chosen! Hehe.. nothing special but i love them all. I didnt have duck coz i dont eat duck. HAHA… it is the food that i like.

Ohh… got pineapple rice but it was too salty last night. The chef came into our room and personally get feedback from us. they even give us a form to fill. Super pro!

Everyone was happy with the whole food tasting experience.

We didnt change our menu and hope that the cook can with the same standard (cross fingers).

TGIF!!!

Less than a month to go! And i still have thousand and one thing to do. And my workload at work is piling up! More traveling and Jacky is unhappy about this. But what to do. I need to get things done before i am on a long leave and i have billsssss to pay. So, i need to work I am not an workaholic. I just wanna get things done.

The house is 90% done (last bit of the curtain and our backyard). Almost there! But not fully furnish yet. I still want my washing machine and iron. Ohh.. and Hank needs to come and grab his tv fast before i throw it in the bin lelong to other people. Hehe…

I have also started my first round of distributing invitation card last night. Will do that again today after work.

OMG OMG! yeayy! i think i have more than 10 ’sisters’ for that day. WOOT!!! Hahahhaa…

we shall start planning our ‘games’. Kuang3.

Anyone have any ideas?? email me ya??? MUST EMAIL!!!

okie la.. do work first. update again soon

I was in Kch Specialist the whole day, from 8.30 a.m. till 7.30 p.m. just now. Mum is feeling unwell. She has been complaining of chestpain/heartburn for a week already. So, last Saturday i followed her to the Dr and asked for more information. After hearing mum’s symptoms, the Dr recommend to do angiogram on her. Angiogram is a simple test/technique used to look at the arteries, veins and heart chamber, to see if there is any blockage.

Dad was there to do some blood test too. So, early this morning, both my parents and myself sat in the Dr’s place. After the consultation, both went for blood test and the Dr admit mum. She went for further small test, donno what izzit called and then we waited till about 5.30pm before she was called for the angiogram.

In between, i was in Level 3, then Level 2 then back to mum’s room then to level 1 for dad’s medication, then back to mum’s room. And back to Dr’s room. Walk up and down the staircase. And i hate the hospital’s smell.

Thank God the test came out to be OK. The Dr showed to me and dad her the angiography. The Dr even said that mum’s arteries is HUGE. hehehe… it was clear all the way. Phew! It is only a small part that it is a bit croocked but Dr says it wont cause her to collapse. Still joke with us. CHEH!  

I was worry the whole day. And thanks to a few of my friends whom i had sms with and also Jacky has been  there the whole morning, my day got by quite fast.

Well, dad is gonna stay with her tonight. I am off duty. Hehe… i will bring her breaky tomorrow. The hospital nowadays very kei si one. The gave us the menu to choose on what she wanna eat for breaky. But knowing mum, i better bring something from home.

I shall be back to work tomorrow. Thank to manager who allow me to take emergency leave today.