Archive for December, 2008

Time to reflect

I started my day reading other people’s blog and found quite a few that wrote on what they did or achieve for the year 2008, and i was thinking..HEY! isnt that what i wanna write too?
And since that was what i wanna write, and i SHALL write about what i did or what i went through, but in a much shorter and forgetful version. Pardon my shrinking brain size.

Looking back, 2008 started with me loosing my beloved dog, Fifi. I was devastated and cried like i never cry before. I cannot forgive myself for doing what i did but i eventually did. And then i went to Seam Reap with my parents and sister and spent Valentine Day away from Jacky. But having the chance to visit Angkor Wat is a dream come true for me. Came back and found out i got promoted. * jumping with joy* Then it was work work work and then heard from one of my besties that she is pregnant!! Congratulations Anas and Will!!! I am so happy!!!
then came the voting season. I cant remember if this is the first time i vote but i am all excited. Half year passed, and i celebrated my 28th birthday. SHUDDUP. i know i am getting older. Throw a bbq party and baked my own cheese birthday cake. But my besties were so sneaky. They went to buy 28 donuts for me and put 28 candles on it!! OMG!! sooooo the very thoughtful. HUGS HUGS
Then Jacky and i went to cruise, Singapore-Penang-Phuket with Peiling and Jin Yong. We all had a great time, eating 6 meals a day! Haha..
Then it is back to work and more travelling and then i am done with my study!! i am graduating!!! cant wait to go NZ!! CANT BLOODY WAIT NO MORE!!

After that, i found out i have some health problems. Went for few scans and check up. It was scary. But everything came out OK. So phewww… but i will need to do this sort of health screen every year.
And then i became aunt to baby Nathan. Now i have two rascals at home. Hehe… After which, i attended one of my bestie’s wedding. Congrates to Dyne and John!! :)

And then, the happiest moment ever. I accepted Jacky’s proposal :) Will post more of that in 2009.

Then it was back to travelling every week. Meetings, briefings, etc etc… i dont know what. That is why i think i mentioned that i sometimes dont know where i was when i wake up in an unfamiliar room.

towards December, i attended my ex-housemate’s Mandy’s engagement. I am so happy for you Mandy :) I hope to attend your wedding in KK next year. And finally, i just came back from shopping spree. Came back broke and not very rejuvenated.

Hope year 2009 will bring happiness and good health to everyone!

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Last day of 2008

I cant believe this. This is it. The last day of 2008! OMG!

The year zap pass so fast that i actually lost count of the date and day since November. I sometimes waking up asking myself where i am, what i am gonna do today, and whether it is a sunday or do i need to wake up immediately coz dont wanna be late to work.

I have wnated to do a WHAT HAD I DONE IN 2008 but suddenly, it is the last day of 2008. How to write an entry with a title like that??

Honestly, if you ask me now, right now, at this moment… i will tell you i dont remember. I really dont. I think my brain size has became smaller, somehow. I keep forgetting things. And i keep forgetting important date(s) especially birthdays.

I will try to have a new look for my blog in 2009 (i know i said this before) and i promise i will TRY to write something interesting… err… maybe after the new year eve’s dinner? I dont know. i better dont promise anything coz i dont even know if i will remember to bring this laptop, and further, i dont know if i have the time to type something out.

So just in case i do not have the time, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

Let’s welcome 2009 with a bang! and smile always.

Most important, take care of your health. 2009 will be the year for me to be in the best shape (physically and emotionally).

CHEERS!

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Feeling.. i dont know what

I just heard a sad news. My colleague, whom i had a misunderstanding with lately, well her dad just passed away.
When i heard about the news, i got goosebumps and feel sad. Yes, i actually do feel sad.  Not the normal kind of sad but it is like something inside my heart or my brain that makes me feel uncomfy and i just felt like wanna have a quiet time for myself.
I wonder if my dear colleague is OK. She is the kind of girl that is strong in the outside but weak in the inside. She is tough but i know she can be emotional too, eventho she doesnt show it to us.

The news is shocking to me because it is too sudden. I actually heard that her dad was admitted to the hospital on last Saturday when i was doing my shopping in KL. And this morning, the news i heard was her dad is ‘waiting for time’. I felt so lost and didnt know what to say, so i quickly send her a text instead. And when i was having gathering with friends at Jacky’s place, i received this sad news and i didnt know how to react. And then my manager called and i guess she also didnt know how to react.

The feeling of loosing someone or loosing something precious is haunting me at the moment and that is why i am awake typing this post.

I feel sad, i feel like something is missing…..

Makes me  wanna appreciate every single moment that i have with my loved ones including my friends and my two naughty dogs.

Life is short. Life is fragile. We should start to count our blessings and not let the unhappy moment take control of our mind, body and soul.

My dearest Erin, please be strong and take good care of your health.

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I am back!!

Broke, not very tired, broke, broke and very very broke. Hehe..

Ohh! went to the casino and won RM1.90. YES! you got that right…just RM1.90!!! WTF!
I was playing the slot machine….my money went up and down and then up and down again and i was like hoping the machine will win all my money so that i can get out of there but nope! suddenly, i’d got 20 free spins and my money keep coming in. It was crazy!
But i was really in a hurry and didnt enjoy the smokey atmosphere, so i just take out all the money and realise i won RM1.90 only!! DAMNNNN!! haha..

it is getting late.

Blog soon.

More pics coming up also.

cheers!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

WISHING EVERYONE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!

Enjoy yourself and err.. dont forget my present. Joking!!

HUGS

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Boulevard Kuching

I am so pissed off with the management of Boulevard Kuching. They organised a i-donno-what-1000-ballooon-with-voucher yesterday night. The balloons are supposed to be release at midnight but NO!! they let it down at 11p.m.
I was there in Boulevard, shopping with mum and we were shock!! WHY?? because one of our aim is to go for the donno-what-balloon thingy with everyone else (the usual gang, which were on standby already but have not reach Boulevard). By the time they reach, thedonno-what-thingy is done. FINISHED. What they saw were just the left overs…the rubbish on the floor. We were all… DISSAPPOINTED. Some came quite far..some (ME!!!) sacrify beauty sleep for this sort of donno-what-event.

A lot of people were fumming mad of coz.

I was in level one and managed to run down for the balloon thingy but was horrified by the hooligans. They were standing next to me and suddenly was rubbing shoulders with me coz a balloon was dropping right in front of me. Suddenly all i see were hands and smelling armpits near my face.
What do i do in this kind of situation??
I duck. and saw one slipper. someone lost his slipper!! HAHAHA… after the thing, one man came looking for his missing slipper. GOSHH…

I am not ready for this sort of thing. I mean i am actually ready but the timing wasnt right. I am ready for the midnite timing not at 11 p.m.!!!

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Christmas eve and i am feeling pissed off

i woke up with a jolly mood. Put the sulking mood behind (ya..eventho i wanna say Boulevard SUCKS!!! Talk about that a bit later).
Came in to work with christmasty mood and then work work work. I dont understand. WHY ME?? WHY izzit ALWAYS ME??
i am so fcking pissed.
I am so dissappointed and angry and i wanna sulk now. I hope i dont sulk too long coz i will be flying off soon. I dont wanna say no more.

Just let me be alone.

WTF!

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This is what i am feeling now..

not-so-happy

Interpret that yourself.

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